So my visits to tblog seem to be getting further and further apart these days.
Just won my first auction on trademe. I bought a new cellfone because Jason wrecked my old one when he dropped it in a glass of fizzy drink. The whole phone works, you just cant see the screen but it was gonna cost rediculous price to get it fixed so bought this one for cheep. Wow my first auction.
Havent been doing much lately. Just doing christmas shopping and working. Im working all this week and all next which means i have to work christmas and new years.
Jason left the other night for the South Island. He going there to spend christmas with his family. He drove down there and he left at 5 in the morning and didnt get there till 5 the next morning. thats alot of driving without any sleep.
But how sad are we, we've been together for a year and we have never spend one single day apart and know he al the way in the South Island for a whole 8 ish days.
Am totally loving the presents i got everyone this year. I am so great. Except i havent bought anything for pete, my sisters fiance (i think i spelt that wrong). But what the hell am i spose to get him, i dont even know much about him.
Think we might finally have enough money to by my race car but if we spend all our money on buying it then we wont have any money to run it. Methonal is like $300 a drum and it costs us $50 a night to get into the race track. Plus fuel for the tow vehicle to actually get to the speedway, not to mention if i crash and we need money for repairs. I so need money but all the companys i write to asking for sponsorship wont even write back to me. Who else can i ask and how can i make them reply???

So i havent been on here since before i went away which was like ages ago.
holidays totaly suck rite now im so bored.
still with my darling Jason.
Still working at the gay old pub. Im thinking of quiting because one of my bosses is a total bitch like mega bitch.
Dont think i would of past any of my exams but i dont find out till january which is gay. But really were already in december so its not to far away.
we almost have enough money to buy my race car which is awsome but mum doesnt know about the money so what she's gon say when we bring a race car home i dont know.
went to my sister Jennas engagement party the other night. Got really drunk had an alright time but then they all went to town and im only 17 so i cant get into the clubs. So they leave me there but Jenna doesnt even let me stay at the house. i get locked out and have to sleep in my car.
Did i mention how boring these holidays are.
Chloe is sexy. I met her boyfriend and he is real nice so that is super good that chloe has a nice boyfriend.
Yea thats about all i have to say.
Chloe is sexy

Im very sick right now.
Took the day off school today and went to the doctors. Got some drugs so that is good.

Had a hard week, i was sick, and i had to work Wednesday, Thursday, Friday and was suppost to work Saturday night.
I didnt finish work on Friday till 3am and it was cold and i got even more sick.

Saturday we went into town and we were driving through the middle of town when Jasons car shit itself. The gear lever snapped right off at the bearing so we only had 3rd gear. We pulled over and we rang around but the only person we could get hold of was Trent which actually worked out really well. Him and Lanky came and picked us up from town and took us back to Gavs place. Jase Gav and B took the 4x4 and got a trailor and went to pick up the car while me Trent, Lanky, and Barton came up with a cunning cunning plan.

I called in to work and told them i was sick.

Trent had just moved back home and he had a couch and dryer on the back of his old ute so we filled the rest up with old tyres, a chainsaw, oil, lots of beer, lots of food and were planning to go to everet (a nature reserve thing next to a river), start a tyre fire and cook us some food and sleep out there on the back of the ute and on the couch.

But we got there when it was dark.
And the gates to Everet were locked so we couldnt get in.
Man we were fucked off.
So we went back to Larrys house and cooked our food there and had a few beers.

There was me Jase, Trent, Lanky, Lee and Scotty, and Larry kicked us out so we all went to Bell Block Beach and met up with Barton and Johnny.

Trent and Lee got stoned but me Jase Lanky and Scotty sat in Scottys car and talked and drank beer.
Scotty just got accepted into the SAS which is like impossible to do so we had a wicked time talking to him.

In the SAS you own the government. It so cool, he got givin a free 2004 Fairmont. He has a card which means he can drive at any speed he wants and never get pulled up by the police. And all his fuel is free. He also gave us a list of all the weapons he has under his possecion back on base.

He had to be back in Auckland at 10 in the morning and i was getting real sick again so he took me and Jase home, and trent stayed with Lanky who was planning on going home soon anyway.

So our awsome plan got totally fucked up that night but the night turned out alright anyway.

And now we have learned from our mistakes and are planning it again for later when summer comes and we can do it on the beach.

So on Sunday night, i woke up at like 3 in the morning and i couldnt go back to sleep so i crawled into bed with Jase to talk to him. We stayed up talking for a while but then mum got up to go to the bathroom and she came in and went nuts at me about being in his room with him.
She was going on about how she doesnt want that in her house and that im setting a bad example for my lil sister and all this shit.

I could understand that if we had been doing something dodgy or if i was slepping in the room but i wasnt, we were just lying there sleeping.
And how can she accuse me of setting a bad example. Just what kind of example is my older sister Jenn setting for her? She always used to have her boyfriend upstairs in her bedroom with her, and he used to sleep up there, and Jenn's friends and there boyfriends used to stay up there too.

Not only that but what kind of example is breaking up with your boyfriend, yet still staying at his place and rooting him, yet staying at some other guys house and rooting him as well. Yet still mum thinks that im the child setting the bad example.

Im with my boyfriend, not some random guy from my work. Im just talking in the bedroom, not sleeping and rooting in the bedroom. And im not leading on my ex boyfriend, screwing him around, making think that we eill get back together, even though i just wont to root him.

If anything im setting a good example, staying withthe one man i love, i have been respecting my mothers house rules. I just cant understand how she give me all this shit, yet Jenn does what she wants and doesnt ever have to face our mother.

Ball was last weekend and even after Chloe changing her mind about 30 times about what was going on, we got there and it was great. It was really not gay like i thought it would be so that was good. I dont think Chloe liked it to much but she was by herself alot more than me so i can see why it might have been boring to her. Even after all my procrastination, Jase ended up getting me to dance and in the end i didnt mind it and didnt care about everyone else and what they thought so that was cool.

Whent to the after ball, tryed gin for the first time, got pretty trashed on a bit of everything, had wicked time. We all just started dancing together when we got there and had awsome time. I ended up getting picked up by mum at four, but i didnt miss much coz Chloe and everyone left on the four o clock bus so that was cool.

Everything good in the land of relationships at the moment, so thats awsome. Jase is all busy working and i get to see him four nites a week which s really kool. Works not very busy at the moment. Ive got Friday night off this week because ive got a speedway prize giving to go to. It at the Breamar which is some restaraunt and we get free drinks and supper. I should be getting some trohpies too coz im New Zealand Champion and i think ive got top points maybe this year. Yah im good at something lol.

It so funny coz Chloe got a new blog and she had it secret for ages but she messed up and then Sarah found it out, but Sarah tryed to do the same thing but i found out about it before she even put her first post in lol. Stupid slapper.

So that about all that going on at the moment.